MARRIAGE is a big issue these days. Its not me but my elder sister on target first. just being 23 yrs old is not a period of hurry i suppose. Acc. to parents its a perfect age to start with. Me being the younger one have responsiblities of my sister(each and every bit we discuss), my parents (whatever they are doing in this light its me only who is witnessing them) and myself. phewwwww...........
Now as my sister is not at all comfortable with this marriage issue so we both discuss amongst each other. i console her that its important for her to concentrate in her studies at least for now. other than her , when everything is discussed on telephone between my parents and those people who are making the proposals, it is me who listen each and every bit of their conversations like "my budget is 7", "what is the bridegroom doing",etc. etc. whatever i listen obviously it creates an impact on my psyche too. Its me only who is bound to listen all that stuff and on the same hand take care of my sister too.
now my view point is that we cannot run away from these serious issues for long. so i think that its better to make my sister know about it. therefore when we were discussing such issues a day before, i strongly assured her that "at any point in life if you need me i would always be there to help you.". at that point i intentionally meant that if after marriage she is troubled by her in-laws and she feels alone.Now i had given a promise but feeling so much burden of responsibility on my shoulders now.
i am sure god is there to help me. IN ALL THIS I AM STILL ALONE...only blogging could save me....
