iTS balika wadhu..........

PRATAP died....
he had left sugna..........but seriously each and every character in this serial needs an applaud...applaud for their commendable job. The viewers could actually feel the loss incorporated by the bride-SUGNA. I was feeling very unusual at that point. The one with you had spent so much time he suddenly had vanished...he is no more..no more to appear before us...to talk to us...to be with us!..why did this happen?..
Death certainly brings sorrow with it. It questions our existence. Our mind is made in such a way that unconsciousy each act of ours gets stored in our sub-conscious mind. It is when that particular person or thing is not with us and we think , it suddenly pops up in our mind and we feel nostalgic..why this nostalgia?...why??...why??????. why can't we forget everything and start a fresh?..damn!...its all cyclic. The best way is to live intelligently...but its a hard core fact that EMOTIONS robs us off our minds.........PEACE!....

smoke GIRL..........SMOKE!!!

I saw my friend smoking which made me happy. Yes, I am HAPPY!....sneha, my friend is tomboyish in nature. she is free and is "living" her life on her own terms. Offourse i know that smoking is injurious to health...but only for girls and not for boys????.....who said this??
Our stereotype parents think alot!....They presume that if a girl is let out of the home then wo bigad jayegi....kya aisa boys k sath nai hota???.....well to bring into the notice, one of my cousin is out for his studies and when i last met him i noticed a "visible change " in him. what that change was?..offcourse he tried to be more hip-hop and reacted as those of gen-x people!....phewwwwwwwwwww
I saw sneha smoking and don't know why she shouted "shit!". She must b thinking that i would carry a wrong impression of her as it was the last day of college for me today but, on contrary, she taught me many a things. It is not that for women's emancipation i would call smoking a daring act but it is also true that a person's character cannot be judged by his habits. I like sneha as a person and would always like her.
I am myself scuffled in the worldly social bounderies. she indirectly gave me pleasure of how it feels when you are "free"....free to live...free to do what you want....free for everything.
I saw the disparity between the two worlds...one of her life and another one of mine!...
what a difference!.....certainly this incident had made me more stronger and is compelling me to do what I WANT. ......I have decided that I would write a book . what ...when ....why...how.....i don't know!